the secret life

This is the extent of my life that you all dont know. The mysterious russian side that none of you are aware of.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

What The Heck Happend To Natasha

What the heck happened to Natasha...... This is probably the question that all of you are probably asking. Well..... To tell you the truth I have no clue....Heheheh ... ok I know but I wont tell ..... alright alright you have annoyed me enough now I will tell you. Here let her tell you.....

Dear fellow peps,

Hello it is so nice to know that people want to know what is going on.. so I will tell you all what is going on. I have moved out of my sisters house and in with my mother on 27th st. But as of yesterday I have moved again. I know live with my friend and co-worker amber. She is totally of the hook and she acts a lot like me. .... I know what you are all thinking " that cant be good " but it is great. It will just be for a little bit until my sister kandi and I find an apartment. Also I have a new job. I work for the wabash center.... Some of you are wondering what that is. It is a headcorters for all the sub housing for mental handicap people. I work as an inhouse supervisor in a house. I am so special that when I sign my name I have letters that go after it. The letters cls go after it and they stand for Community Living Supervisor.. I work overnight shifts.. Normally 10pm-8am. So my afternoons are free to do whatever... whahoooo.I do love my job it is great..... But I do have one thing to get of my mind and heart and dont care who knows so here goes................................................

I have recently been looking at my love life and all the people I have dated and the people that I thought I have loved and my friends and have relized something....... There is one that sticks out to me. Someone that has been there for me that has helped me in many ways. You may or may no know him and I will not tell anyone whatso ever for I would rather keep it in my heart and mind for now. For all of you who think it is Jordan well sorry bout yah luck it is not. In spending more time with him I have realized that he is different from all the others. He has this personality that sticks out. He has always been polite and never rude. Stuck up for me when I am right and told me kindly when I was wrong. Calmed me down when I was upset and always showed me the bright side of things. No matter what time of night if anything major was wrong he would be there. He has shown me what the true meaning of love is. It is not simply a feeling and not simply an action. Nor just a though but a combination of all of these things plus plently more. Now you all knowing that I am not a shy person I am going to tell you something different.... With all these feelings I keep them bottled up and dont know how to tell him. First and formost do I want him to know. 2nd Will him knowing change things. I do not want to change out wonderful friendship that runs so deep. Just latley it seems to me that he is opening up to me about himself and he is finding that I also can help him in the same ways that he has helped me. This is my way of getting my feelings out and maybe he will read them though he wont know it is about him. I dont think he knows he is such a good friend. But I can get them out and maybe some one else can learn a little about what a girl likes in a guy friend.



  • At 2:56 AM, Blogger Emmie said…

    well good to know about your new job.... u have shared some lovely thoughts on love and friendship... i adore the way u understand the value of relationships... to share more views , do drop by My Friendship Blog sometimes.... hope u will like it...!!!

  • At 3:40 PM, Blogger contrairemkatie27 said…

    HEY NATASHA!! oh btw i don't think I have your right number. stop switching it around, you loon! jk. Love you. call me.

  • At 8:12 PM, Blogger natasha said…

    I will call you and i love you to. BTW I AM NOT A GOON..... I cant help but switch around cause it is so much fun


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